Race Rush
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C'mon baby don't die on me know! C'mon, c'mon. Go, go, go. I thought as I shifted my '93 Honda Civic from 4th to 5th. As I pull into the lead I feel the unmistakable urge to let the other racer take back the lead. When I win, I always have this immense feeling of guilt for causing the other players to lose the race. I can't understand it but it feels like it's burning a hole into my brain and as if something is trying to cause me to lose. As if someone has control of my emotions, but I have my own desires to win and I really don't understand why I feel like giving the race over to someone else and losing for no reason at all, when I could win just as easily.
"Hey man what's up with you lately?" Says my best friend Tom...