LOVE
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You said you thought I understood, now you will never know how much I truly did understand! Understanding is a two way street and as I sit and fumble my way through the most excruciating pain I can ever recall feeling I must ask why you never understood what I was going through? I understood despite the fact that you kept me so in the dark. You refused to let me in, refused to share yourself and held me at arms length for most of the time that I knew you and yet I understood. I understood the complications going on in your life and I stood back and tried to allow you the space you needed to restore order ( more than once ). I understood when you told me you didn't know what you wanted and needed space to figure it out! I understood your need to be sure and I waited! Now I sit and ask why you couldn't understand,,,,,,, I was never anything less than honest about how I felt about you. You knew. You've known, almost from day one that I was in love with you...