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If we hold our pain from abuse inside ourselves it may lead to depression and suicide. "SHOUT ABOUT IT!" Don't listen to those who will tell you to keep destructive family secrets under the carpet. These truths need to come out from under the rug and be cleaned up. WHAT'S MORE IMPORTANT DESTRUCTIVE FAMILY SECRETS OR YOU DAUGHTERS LIFE?Denial is a major cause of suicide. Denial can sometimes be caused by not speaking out about your abuse. TALK BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE! No one really wished to suceed when attempting suicide.The true goal is to end the pain. All abuse victoms are vunerable to SUICIDAL Impulsses! Through Personal experiences and experiences of otherrs in my life I have compiled as much information on the issue of Suicide as I could find and figure out.. To all thoses whom have suffered from this horrid nightmere. I pray this information will help! Suicide is very prominent within our society today. It has many faces, sometimes deliberate with full consciousness, such as slicing ones throat or wrists, taking overdoses or jumping off bridges. Other means are overdosing on party substances, getting completely drunk then driving a car and smashing into something or someone, becoming inebriated and drowning in one's own vomit,along with many others. Most look upon this sickness in total confusion as to why anyone would wish to do such a thing to themselves. We at LoveCry, have been studying and searching for these answers for many years now. Many of our people are deeply inflicted with this illness. We have found the main reasons people would make such a decision. Below are a few of the reasons people decide to kill themselves. We are unable to give all the reasons in detail within one article so we have outlined the most important ones in this essay and will print more about this subject within the next few months. The Leading Reasons For Suicide Are: "Head Games and Mind Control" Psychological Emotional,and Sexual Seduction "The Sex Game!" The Sex Game is a sexual head game that seduces it's victim and wraps him or her into a lustful headspace which alludes both perpetrator and victim into believing they are in love. They are actually in lust energy which lasts approximately 72 hours after the visualization games. Lust energy, in the first stage feels warm, safe loving and desirable. The second stage of the game are feelings of anger, rejection, deep piercing pangs of pain, depression, self disgust and self hatred. "These feelings lead to SUICIDE". This game was first introduced to the world by a renowned magician who was known as Alistair Crowley. Alister's work was primarily focused on sexual seduction and emotional or energy vampirism. There are three main ways of playing this game. The most common used is simply romantically day dreaming of another, the dreaming becomes sexual and before the perpetrator knows it he or she is having a sexual visualization with the victim. This dream, {unknown to the victim} is most defiantly effecting the victim's emotional balance and the victim is being emotionally pulled towards the perpetrator. One example I may share with you is when I was twelve years old, one of the popular boys in the town where I lived wanted to have sex with me. I wanted nothing to do with him at all. This boy had been reading up on Alistair Crowley's magic spells of seduction and decided to see if they worked. Well he managed to have sex with at least 10 of the younger girls in town within the matter of one month. My sister was one of them. He had all of them fighting with each other and these girls had been very good friends. Then he started on me. I knew nothing about what he was up to and was sucked in. Two days after he had his way with me, and the ecstatic energy was replaced with angry, depressed, suicidal feelings, I tried to kill myself. The emotional state I was left with was one of being raped, even though I had only given into seduction. The other girls were in very depressed states as well. Our perpetrator, began to take abusive amounts of street drugs, {L.S.D., Speed, and P.C.P.}. A few months later he began to act like a total mental vegetable and was admitted to the Whitby Psychiatric Hospital. No one has seen him since. The second way the sex game or sexual seduction is done is when the seducer knows what he or she wants and how to manipulate it to happen. "TOTAL INTENT!" {in this game the perpetrator. wants to have sex with his victim, or change the victim's sexual desires as in the case of my sister and many other street kids.} Have you ever been turned on by someone, you had absolutely no interest in, and no idea why this person all of a sudden had your complete interest? Well the sex game with total intent will do that to it's victims. This game most times produces complete emotional mind control. The seducer focuses on his or her victim, at the same time masturbating and visualizing the entire sex act in complete detail. The energies and thoughts from the seducers masturbation sends the seducers sexual energy and arousement to the victim and the victim feels as though they are truly having sex. The more vulnerable the victim is the more heightened these sexual feelings are. This causes the victim to be totally entrenched in the lust energy and the seducer to maintain a large space within the victim's mind. The victim becomes sickly obsessed. This particular game can be played on anyone who is open and willing to get into a sexual relationship. Some of the strongest and smartest people I know get caught up in this one without knowing what truly hit them. My sister {who had always been very straight and crazy about boys, since her very early teens}, began to work with some women who were lesbian. Of course, having the same up-bringing as myself, where as it was continually drilled into our heads that all are equal and we should accept all walks of life without any judgments or racism, my sister trusted these women, and may I say, my sister is no weak minded woman. To say the least, she knew the score. She was seduced. For the next four years my sister was torn between being lesbian and straight. Her emotions were all over the place. High one minute and down to suicide the next. I worked on this with her, and helped her to figure it all out, until finally she got a grip on the situation. Today she is a happily married woman to a male and there is no trace of the Lesbianism she had been so deeply entrenched within. The third way the Sex Game is played is also with "TOTAL INTENT TO CONTROL or DOMINATE!" the situation and the parties involved to create a scenario that completely satisfies the seducer. In one of my group therapies I met a woman who had the sex game played on her from the age of seven by her father. This young lady wanted to acquire a complete family using me as her mother. She would masturbate visualizing me with the father of her choice, {almost like she was watching a porn flick in her mind,} and seduce us both to each other then to her. We, {both victims} at first truly believed the other was interested in a relationship. We actually fell for it and got extremely messed up. We found ourselves in one of the strongest love/hate relationship going I have ever witnessed. It was hell. I was in physical pain and emotional torment the entire time. One minute I wanted to make love to this person and the next I wanted to kill him or myself. He was in love one minute and wanted to kill the world and all in it the next. In the end I figured it out and lambasted the young lady who was playing the game. My co-victim ended his life. "SUICIDE." "The Effects Of Gossip On The Emotions" "The Second Leading Reason for Suicide!: Gossip has been done since the beginning of time.
Approximate Word count = 5453
Approximate Pages = 21.8
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